I want to live unedited

Smoothie of the day -- fresh spinach, grapes, green tea, protein powder, scoop of green powder product from A Perfect Food.

Thinking - Why do a lot of people not really live their lives?  They just seem to let life happen around them and those circumstances are then what controls what they do.

I have lived for a lot of the  years I have lived  doing what I am told.  The obedient child.  I am trying to work out how to not do that any more.  Because, simply, I don't want to.  I don't mind being kind and good.  I just want to paint.

I find I spend a lot of my days doing chores.

Goals - A few sections of my tiny house are a mess.  All the time.  I want to change this.  So.  The only thing I can think to do right now, is move the mess to another area.  I know what I have to do.  Well, I know in degrees.  I've read everything there is to read on organization.  Now.  Time for application.

Clock is ticking.

Note to self:  You can do this.  Just stop doing what you were doing before and do something different.